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her hands are rough like a sailor's.</p>\n<p>          i know her loneliness looks like a fish struggling<br />\nin a man's net &#x26; her freedom</p>\n<p>          looks like a stormy night, two girls holding shells<br />\nto their ears, hearing wonders</p>\n<p>          echoes of drowned lovers. they kiss &#x26; i know her<br />\nby the long summer still under her nails.</p>\n<p>          the way she bring me waves, brings me wind<br />\nwhen i still look like/feel like a man.</p>\n<p>          i know then she sees me stuck on shore,<br />\na mortal hoping for the goddess</p>\n<p>          to bless their face with tomorrow. tomorrow<br />\nis almost here/feels like a far-off</p>\n<p>          impossible land. but i know her, the girl<br />\nburied in the sand of memory</p>\n<p>          she who was fearless in all waters<br />\nswims in me still.</p>\n<p>          when i'm far from rivers/the touch<br /></p>\n<p>of a kind mirror, i still<br />\n          know her<br /></p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">© 2025 Angel Leal</p>"}},"pageContext":{"id":"f90250b3-6caf-552e-8c55-478cd4f47974"}},
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